Man Made Creation - Inspired By God
I love older bulidings. This one was ran down.. Even though its old and has history. I has beauty. What amazes me that the same way a builder put detail into this building and it looks beautiful. God created us put every detail into who we are and made us differnt from every other person in the world. He wants to spend time with us, talk to us and give us everything we need and more. Not only that God died so that we could have joy and life after death. Jesus gave us everything by forsaking all.

Why do we live our lives for ourselves in the name of God? We tell our friends we are Christian but when given the oportunity we don't stand up for him. Others can speak against him use his name volgarly and we sit in the background quietly. If Gays can speak for their rights bash thouse who stand up for truth. Why can't we stand up for what we know is right. Forsake all for his name. 

Time Away!
Showing down and doing nothing is one of the hardest things for me. I tend to have lots of seasons where God tells me I need to lay down everything. The reason i've found is becasue I have had a patern in my life of picking things up. I like to collect hobbies. I don't completely fishish those hobbies I just start them. So once again here I am in a place where I'm suppose to foucas on nothing but God. Its hard there are so many distractions. Video games, people, the internet.

The more and more I think about it I only know one thing. The only things that has been constant in my life is God.. Not necessarly the depth of my relationship with him (that hasn't been contstant)but his desire to presue me even when I won't give him the time of day. When I would rather put him on the back burner than spend time with him. Its a pattern I really want to break and I want to keep others out of because it is a slipperly slope of pride and irrogance. As we come up on Easter the one thing that keeps me wakeing up in the morning is that God wont let me sleep in and miss whats next. Its amazing even when I have seemed less thant interested in him he puts me on the front of his mind. He thinks about me constantly. He tell me where to go and what to do. See what I know is my problem and possbily yours is not hearing God.. Most of us do that fine. Its doing what we know we should when it seems differnt from what we think thinks should look like. When I feel like giving up on myself God reminds me that he has a future and a hope for me. But I have to follow. I must to be willing to give my life to him so that he can change it mold it and make it as increadable as he planned for it to be.

Am I willing(ask yourself the same question)

You can't answer with words you must answer with actions. By doing!

Remember God spoke and he put his words to action, he didnt speak and then go just watch
tv.

John 

Ever wonder how to know if your going in the right direction. Here's a hint. Everywhere you go and in everything you do you feel the presence of God. There is more of God in you then you. Peoples lives are being changed not by what you do but what God does in you!

I'm in the myst of change. I plan on Doing allot of personal journaling as well as some blogging so that others can see what I'm dealing in my life. I want others to know that with out God taking over every part of who they are they have no purpose. Our dreams with out time fail. We cant do things on our own. There is no way we can change our own lives dramaticly unless we surrender to to God refining fire.

That is wher I'm at now. God has told me to put everything on hold my new business my life my activies that don't have anything to do with him but are "me" foucased. I want to leave me behind and take up Jesus!!

Proverbs: 25:4 Remove the dross from the silver, and out comes material for ^[a] the silversmith;

Psalms 18:30 As for God, his way is perfect;
the word of the LORD is flawless.
He is a shield
for all who take refuge in him.